I was going through such an intense storm, I needed a breakthrough. I decided I would pray until I had a breakthrough, I had been in prayer for months and days and then in recent days I was praying, and praising God and the Lord Jesus through song. I thought of Moses when they fought against the Amalekites.

Exodus 17:8-16 (“Then Amalek came and fought against Israel at Rephidim. So Moses said to Joshua, "Choose men for us and go out, fight against Amalek. Tomorrow I will station myself on the top of the hill with the staff of God in my hand." Joshua did as Moses told him, and fought against Amalek; and Moses, Aaron, and Hur went up to the top of the hill. So it came about when Moses held his hand up, that Israel prevailed, and when he let his hand down, Amalek prevailed. But Moses' hands were heavy. Then they took a stone and put it under him, and he sat on it; and Aaron and Hur supported his hands, one on one side and one on the other. Thus his hands were steady until the sun set. So Joshua overwhelmed Amalek and his people with the edge of the sword. Then the LORD said to Moses, "Write this in a book as a memorial and recite it to Joshua, that I will utterly blot out the memory of Amalek from under heaven." Moses built an altar and named it The LORD is My Banner; and he said, "The LORD has sworn; the LORD will have war against Amalek from generation to generation.") Exodus 17:8-16 

I knew I needed to lift my hands in prayer as I had been doing for the past few days. I told my daughter all that Jesus put in my heart to do. I asked her to hold my hands up when they dropped, and then when I had strength I would hold my hands up. I prayed, and when my arms became weak and started to drop she held my arms up and then was placing a chair under my arms, and as she did that I seen a oval shape the color of firelight moving my direction in the sky. I knew it was Jesus, I knew I wasn’t ready to see Him, so I closed my eyes, and I started to confess every sin I could think of. When I felt I had confessed every sin I could think of I opened my eyes and looked back at Heaven. When I did, I seen the oval shape the color of fire appear again. As I looked the bottom of it started opening up and I could see two rectangular shapes, which was the throne of God, and Jesus Throne at the right hand of the throne of God. The throne at the right hand in Heaven had a white light above it and in front of it. At first as I was looking I thought it was God. As I was looking, it was revealed to me that It was Jesus standing at His throne, at the right hand of God. As I kept looking at Their thrones. I seen in front of them which would have been between me and them two Angels they were standing facing each other. They didn’t block the view of Their thrones. I stared at the Angels, they had their wings folded down to their sides. I could see feathers in their wings. They stood facing each other and they didn’t move. Then Heaven closed, then I seen the oval shape which was the color of firelight. As I had been gazing into heaven I couldn’t see God and Jesus face. I was really hoping I could see them, so when Heaven closed the oval shape the color fire turned into the face of Jesus. He had the crown of thorns on His head. His left eye was not in the eye socket and the eyelids were not there either. He was missing teeth and teeth were moved out of place. His jaw was moved to the left side of His face. His hair was curly and it was all one length lower than the ear, but probably not lower than the shoulder. 

In the word of God it says Jesus was marred more than any man. I thought about this after I seen Jesus face. God and Jesus revealed to me from what I know in Their word that every bone was out of joint in Jesus body. Everyone of our bones have joints including our teeth. So all of Jesus bones were out of joint. Just imagine the pain that Jesus would have experienced.

Isaiah 52:13-15 (“Behold, My servant will prosper, He will be high and lifted up and greatly exalted. Just as many were astonished at you, My people, So His appearance was marred more than any man And His form more than the sons of men. Thus He will sprinkle many nations, Kings will shut their mouths on account of Him; For what had not been told them they will see, And what they had not heard they will understand.”) Isaiah 52:13-15 

His face moved in an eastward direction and then I couldn’t see Him anymore.

Acts 7:54-60 (“Now when they heard this, they were cut to the quick, and they began gnashing their teeth at him. But being full of the Holy Spirit, he gazed intently into heaven and saw the glory of God, and Jesus standing at the right hand of God; and he said, "Behold, I see the heavens opened up and the Son of Man standing at the right hand of God." But they cried out with a loud voice, and covered their ears and rushed at him with one impulse. When they had driven him out of the city, they began stoning him; and the witnesses laid aside their robes at the feet of a young man named Saul. They went on stoning Stephen as he called on the Lord and said, "Lord Jesus, receive my spirit!" Then falling on his knees, he cried out with a loud voice, "Lord, do not hold this sin against them!" Having said this, he fell asleep.”) Acts 7:54-60 

Beside Jesus face there was a face it was to the right of Jesus. I could see the face beside His but I didn’t want to stare at it because I wanted to see Jesus face. Part of the attack I was going through from the devil and demons was they insulted me and threatened me. They Insulted the way I looked and said I was going to get a hole in my face. I was terrified. I have also lived with facial birth defects and I have been mocked about it and I had been praying and asking God and Jesus to bless me in different ways. One of the ways I would like to be blessed is through cosmetic surgery. So I don’t know for sure but I wonder if God and Jesus were showing me how they could bless my face. I seen the most perfect nose I had ever seen in my life and if God and Jesus will They are showing me how They can bless me and encouraging me that I won’t get a hole in the face.