What I saw when Heaven opened

I was going through such an intense storm, I needed a breakthrough. I decided I would pray until I had a breakthrough, I had been in prayer for months and days and then in recent days I was praying, and praising the Lord Jesus through song. I thought of Moses when they fought against the Amalekites.

Exodus 17:8-16 (“Then Amalek came and fought against Israel at Rephidim. So Moses said to Joshua, "Choose men for us and go out, fight against Amalek. Tomorrow I will station myself on the top of the hill with the staff of God in my hand." Joshua did as Moses told him, and fought against Amalek; and Moses, Aaron, and Hur went up to the top of the hill. So it came about when Moses held his hand up, that Israel prevailed, and when he let his hand down, Amalek prevailed. But Moses' hands were heavy. Then they took a stone and put it under him, and he sat on it; and Aaron and Hur supported his hands, one on one side and one on the other. Thus his hands were steady until the sun set. So Joshua overwhelmed Amalek and his people with the edge of the sword. Then the LORD said to Moses, "Write this in a book as a memorial and recite it to Joshua, that I will utterly blot out the memory of Amalek from under heaven." Moses built an altar and named it The LORD is My Banner; and he said, "The LORD has sworn; the LORD will have war against Amalek from generation to generation.") Exodus 17:8-16 

I knew I needed to lift my hands in prayer as I had been doing for the past few days. I told my daughter all that Jesus put in my heart to do. I asked her to hold my hands up when they dropped, and then when I had strength I would hold my hands up. I prayed, and when my arms became weak and started to drop she held my arms up and as she did that I seen a oval shape the color of firelight moving my direction in the sky. I knew it was Jesus, I knew I wasn’t ready to see Him, so I closed my eyes, and I started to confess every sin I could think of. When I felt I had confessed every sin I could think of I opened my eyes and looked back at Heaven. When I did, I seen the oval shape the color of fire appear again. As I looked the bottom of it started opening up and I could see two rectangular shapes, which was the throne of God, and Jesus Throne at the right hand of the throne of God. The throne at the right hand in Heaven had a white light above it and in front of it. At first as I was looking I thought it was God. As I was looking, it was revealed to me that It was Jesus standing at His throne, at the right hand of God. As I kept looking at Their thrones. I seen in front of them which would have been between me and them two Angels they were standing facing each other. They didn’t block the view of Their thrones. I stared at the Angels, they had their wings folded down to their sides. I could see feathers in their wings. They stood facing each other and they didn’t move. Then Heaven closed, then I seen the oval shape which was the color of firelight. As I had been gazing into heaven I couldn’t see God and Jesus face. I was really hoping I could see them, so when Heaven closed the oval shape the color fire turned into the face of Jesus. He had the crown of thorns on His head. He was as it says in the word of God marred more than any man.

Isaiah 52:13-15 (“Behold, My servant will prosper, He will be high and lifted up and greatly exalted. Just as many were astonished at you, My people, So His appearance was marred more than any man And His form more than the sons of men. Thus He will sprinkle many nations, Kings will shut their mouths on account of Him; For what had not been told them they will see, And what they had not heard they will understand.”) Isaiah 52:13-15 

Jesus had no eye in His left eye socket, He was missing teeth and teeth were out of place, His jaw was moved to the left side of His face, Jesus had the crown of thorns on his head, it was a vine wrapped around His head and forehead many times, the base of the thorns had to be about an inch wide that tapered off to a long point. His has curly hair like the description of the man in song of Solomon, His hair is like a cluster of dates. It was all one length between his ear lobe and shoulder. His hair was clumped together by the blood that would have ran through His hair from the crown of thorns. His face moved in an eastward direction and then I couldn’t see Him anymore.